Sunday, December 17, 2006

Inner qualities

Having in mind what 'pride' is and how bad it is... The bible says that God can make good out of great evil.

Try using an example like... using evil against evil.

Now try the same example with pride. Using pride for good and the glory of God.

Think, what are your inner qualities?

I believe you are special. Everyone of you reading this now. You do not realise, but what i found in me, i found every human pocesses. And i realise, we are not strong mentally, spiritally, because we do not understand, nor discovered, that talent within us. Remember, you are special.

But keep the qualities you've found to yourself. For if you are special, why would you want to show it to others? It makes no sense. If you have something good, and you show it to others, are you thinking, that the special item you have, is bad enough, to the point where you can display it to others? But not God?

So keep it to yourself. As every good thing done in secret, would mean that you are not a hypocryte. And every good thing done in secret, would be seen by the Father, and he will reward you fully.

Have you thought of your qualities?

Kindness: You are kind because you hate to see others suffer. Sure, you may dislike a person for his looks, habits... But when you see him suffer, you want to help. In truth, you are lying to yourself that you don't care for people. Because you do. You hate to see people suffer, you care for them, even if you are afraid to show it. Are you kind? If so, i bow to you and praise you for you have a heart of gold. Keep showing kindness to people around you, for if you do show kindness, it will grow and soon overflow...

Obedience: You obey the righteous, even if it caused you suffering. May it be your school teacher, or even your parents. You have one of the rarest gifts in the world. Obidence. For you have the endurance to listen and to obey, and you have inner freedom. People say they don't have freedom if they get commended too much. But you care not if people commend you. For you only listen to the righteous. With that, you don't have the stress of 'oh my freedom's gone' and you have found inner freedom. Keep obeying the righteous, and it will soon overflow...

Patience: Many would envy you. Patience is one of the hardest skill to learn. It is a skill of perfection. Patience is but a bitter tree which bears sweet fruits for a long period of time. Patience to me, is a period of hardship. Its like 1 sec of work for like and hour of reward. If you have patience, you have the gift of multiplying. Meaning you multiply this small work to numerous rewards. With patience, many people give you respect. And i would respect you too. Keep showing patience, and it would soon overflow...

I don't have time and space to name all the good points. But i can tell you this. You may not see your good points, but others do. Believe it or not, there is at least 1 Good point about you that you do not realise. But others find your good points easier than you think. So go to bed today knowing that others do know of your qualities within. So there is no need to keep labouring for fame.

Do you really want this?

"Oi, nice car"

Or do you want to change other people's lives and see them being happy.

The experiences of both are different. You have to pay cash to maintain the car...which would drop in value as time passes. But you would feel completely different when someone comes to you and thanks you personally for something you have done. Its only if you have experienced that joy then would you know what i mean.

Oh yeah, realised why i keep saying, 'it would soon overflow...'? Its not a bad thing. Why? Because thats proves that you have power. Power that would not corrupt. Power of giving, but not losing anything you have. God wants us to share. But sharing doesn't mean giving money to charity only. It also means taking away pain (giving comfort), giving life (donating blood, bone marrow). Don't you see this... You have power. You are powerful if you already have good qualities.

You don't have to teach people how to have good habits. Ok you can do that if you can trick the mind. But you should rather do this...

Show people how happy your life is. And if your life is happy, it means you have good qualities which made your life happy. Its logical. And soon, people would become curious of you. And envy you. And then, they would want to find out how you did it. And you tell them. Then, they would learn.

But happy life meaning true happiness. Good family, good spouse or bf or gf, good attitute towards your brothers and sisters and even other people. And not having someone saying "Oi nice house" or "Oi nice car". True happiness is only if you have done the right thing with the right habits. (inner qualities). And that can only be achieve if God is by your side.

I promise you, if you really feel happy in your life. People will be drawn towards you. And you would be very well respected. And the best thing is, people will start to believe about God. About Jesus.

Many people strive for power. However, they could not endure the power they have found. (political power, being rich...etc...) Why? Because they did not find the right type of power. You have power to give. And that earns you respect. Super heros that fly around saving people have black teeth, bad breath, and makes any fan faint when they ask for his or her autograph.

'Hi may i have your...' (he fainted)

You go to bed tonight. And you take a moment to appreciate yourself. For you have power in life, to change other people's lives. And even to save others eternally. And to get more power, is to learn and practice more good habits. So that you can share it with others. But you cannot share it with others if you don't believe. And remember. Whatever good thing you have, is from God's hand. So it isn't yours. But it will be, if you show God that you can control yourself and not abuse it. But share it and cherish it.

Ps: Right know, you're learning how to shine brightly. Very soon, you will make others shine. I will teach you how to trick the mind, how to get to the root. But first, you must learn. For you won't understand what i have to say if you don't learn the basics, and if you don't believe in Christ. I have been through many emotional pains. I gone through pain in wierd ways. Like delaying to become mature, having suffered 'purposly'. But those are not without reasons. I'll tell you more about my life later on.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Understanding and Pride

Do you know where to begin? Do you know how to fight? Do you know what to fight?

1. Understanding
2. Pride
3. Inner qualities
4. Inner faults
5. Feat
6. Acceptance
7. Battle

What you're reading is not from me. It is from my Father. I wish to tell it so that you may experience it too. I'll try to make it funny so it doesn't bore you out.

1 and 2 (understaning and pride)

Ok. Imagine theres a sale going on. 90% Discount for all items. Everything must go, if not into the dustbin. Do you wish to tell your friends? Or do you rather you keep it to yourself? You must understand that what qualities you have, or have found, are given to you by our Father.

1. You find a $1000 note on the floor (yes it exsists in Singapore) and keep it. You're a thief.

2. You find a $1000 note on the floor. You return it to an officer at the police station. You keep thinking that its the right thing to do. He break down shortly after and greive at what you have done.

3. You find a $1000 note on the floor. You return it to an officer at the police station. You marvel at yourself thinking you did the right thing and every else would have kept the money instead. You keep thinking you're the odd one out.

Have you read all 3? All of them are wrong, but let me tell you that 3rd one was the worst. Followed by the 2nd, then the 1st. Do you see why? Do you understand?

1. Greed, you keep $1000 worth of sin.

2. Impurity, your heart is already stained. You are not able to completely do the right thing. You are already containing $2000 worth of sin.

3. Pride. You are a hypocryte. You traded the money for glory, which belongs to the Father. Your right hand knows what your left hand is doing. You give yourself a wrong image that will fall apart shortly. You become seperated from your Father thinking you are good enough on your own. You keep more than $3000 of sin.

If a real good person is to find the money, he would give it back in secret. And be happy that the person who lost the money would find it. The Father will see this. And he will be rewarded.

Now some people would say no.2 is actually doing the right thing. But he isn't. Because he does not know that he is impure. And because of that, he doesn't know how to change, or the reason for change.

Do you see the hidden meanings in this post?

Ignorance will block you from seeing the light, such as no.2

Sometimes we thinking we are doing the right thing, when we're not.

no.3 is actually using intelligence, what our Father has given him, so to glorify himself. He is not stealing from his brothers and sisters. He is using what God has given him, to steal from God.

But i made this post not just to tell the meanings of no. 1 2 & 3. You have to open your eyes if you want 1.Wisdom and therefore defeat Ignorance. You have to go forth knowing that you are actually looking yourself at a light which does not exsist. (And when you realise the truth, that you are lower than who you thought you are, you would fall)

Once you understand what you have to do, keep a sharp eye, looking for hidden meanings. You can achieve this by thinking regularly. And keep your thoughts straight! Don't keep wandering off. Once you have passed the times of learning and accepting, sufferings, you will find that life is much much much easier.

You can defeat your own mind if you have faith. (Negative side of the mind) So keep going without falling, and always always have faith in the Father, for he does things with reasons. I'll tell you my life story in the next post, and why i say 'He does things with Reasons'

Light

Each individual has a light. May it be bright or colorful. But all are the same under one God. Jesus.

Light from God isn't something which blinds us. It isn't something which our human and physical eye can see. It isn't something that keep us awake at night. Pure light from God does not irritate or hurts.

Light to me represends ignorance, and all is in God's hands. It also represents purity to me, to be able to live freely without doubts, without fear.

I wish to tell you my experiences here, I ask for your help to think of God when you read this blog. As He is the one whom helped me come to where i am today.

I also want to Thank my Brothers Zero and Averange for helping me. If it is not for them, i wouldn't be here. On this Earth. And they would get stronger.

Despite The Test Of Time, Enemies On Every Sides, The Strong Will Forever Persevere

Zero Elros Atlantis Esorgorwelth

Perfection Is A Moving Target, Accuracy Is A Skill, Pure Swiftness Is The Key, The Gift Of Speed.

Averange Faenor Atlantis Esorgorwelth

When Darkness Arises, And Your Spirit Falls, I'll Be There To Fight For You.

Tidal Elendil Atlantis Esorgorwelth